Friday, January 30, 2009

end of Jan09

how time flies.... i felt i juz penned down my New Year's wish, and now, when i'm back to blogging, its already end of Jan09......

i'm seriously too lazy to write lately, the 'L' syndrome is back, and I'm working hard to overcome it, hehe.... was quite occupied the last two weeks working on the CNY cookies and orange cakes orders... Alhamdulillah, i still have some buyers who still trust my baking.

Aniqah started well in Al-Iman. Although no experience miggling around frens nor going to Playgroup, she's a brave, bubbly little girl whom didnt even shed tears either in her transport or in class.... The only thing that she did on her 1st day of school was, to observe the behaviour of her schoolmates who are either crying or refuse to join in the class.... I sympathised with lil Kiki each time she returned home from school, she looks so tired, and most the time, she'll just fell asleep before Maghrib.... and i'll miss her mischief by then....

Nadyrah, is coping well in her P2. She started her tuition class 2 wks before school re-opens. Not easy being a Mummy nowadays... I wouldnt have the time to closely monitor her studies espescially when i'm still upgrading myself as well.... (speaking abt upgrading, i'm counting down to my exam results... OMG).... Didi is so much into drawing and colouring and at times it gets into my nerves when she refused or take her own time to focus on her studies... and, she's beginning to be vain, often time, you'll see her, swinging her hair, tie her hair with her own style, dress as if she's going out when she's actually at home... Mummy is having headache... she's only 8yrs old, and she has started to groom herself....

Me on the other hand, is having aches all over my body. First, probably was due to being tired with all the bakings, secondly, thanks to my computer chair, which refused to have me sitting on it... Ya, i was searching for some docs last weekend, and wanted to sit on my chair where my fisherman bag was on it too.. So, being lazy to remove the bag, i sat on the edge of the chair... and what happened next, the chair moved to the back, and i slipped to the ground, (mcm nangka busuk sey)... i thought no one noticed, then, my lil Kiki and my mum happened to pass by my room, and the latter asked, "What happened to you?"... haiz, lil Kiki started gigling... must be wondering, what is my mummy doing half lying infront of the computer table...

Work is little disorganised these few days..... told you, when i'm down with the 'L' syndrome everything goes haywire....

Met up with my TAP sistas last Sunday, at Mar's abode, in celebration of lil Harith shower's ceremony... Am so happy to meet up with them.... its been quite sometimes we gather and have fun and crazy time together.... Next, Feb's organiser, Mar, please be more creative, on how to be crazy.... before your dear friend here turns into a zombie.. hehe... (oh, btw, budget2 ah sikit eh, maklum, tgh krisis kewangan... )

Going for another baby shower ceremony tomorrow, at Reny's adobe..... Decided to spare some of my time to meet up with my ex-SilkAir's colleague... its been really a long long time, since i last met them....

That's it for now..... do wait for whatever pics which need to be upload... told you, i'm down with the 'L' syndrome.... ahhahahaha


princezzD remembered on 7:23 AM.
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Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Luv Ya...

One day a woman's husband died, and on that clear, cold morning,

in the warmth of their bedroom,

the wife was struck with the pain of learning that

sometimes there isn't any more.

No more hugs,

no more special moments to

celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat,

no more 'just one minute.'

Sometimes, what we care about the most gets all used up and goes away,

never to return before we can say good-bye,

say 'I LOVE YOU'

So while we have it, it's best we love it,

care for it, fix it when it'sbroken

and heal it when it's sick.

This is true for marriage ... And old cars

.. And children with bad report cards,

....

and dogs with bad hips,

and

aging parents and grandparents.

We keep them because they are worth it,

because we are worth it.

Some things we keep --

like a best friend who moved away or a

classmate we grew up with.

There are just some things that make us happy,

no matter what.

Life is important, like people we know who are special.

And so, we keep them close!

I received this from someone who thought I was a 'keeper'!

Then I sent it to the People I think of in the same way.

Now it's your turn to send this to all

those people Who are 'keepers' in your life.

Suppose one morning you never wake up,

do all your friends know you love them?

I was thinking...I could die today,

tomorrow or next week,

and I wondered if

I had any wounds needing to be healed,

friendships that needed rekindling or

three words needing to be said.

Let every one of your friends know you love them.

Even if you think they don't love you back,

you would be amazed at what those three little words and

a smile can do.

And just in case GOD calls me home

I LOVE YA!!!

Live today to the fullest, because tomorrow is not promised.


princezzD remembered on 6:55 AM.
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Saturday, January 10, 2009

Kesepian....

Kebahagian yang dikecapi tidak pernah berpanjangan....
Malah kedukaan yang kerap menemani...
Sampai bilakah ujian ini dapat dibendung.....
Ya Tuhan, berikanlah ku sedikit kekuatanmu..... agar dapat aku terus bertahan.....

Bukan mudah untuk ku menyembunyikan kesedihan ini.....di balik senyum tawa ku....
Bukan mudah juga untuk aku menahan amarah ini.... yang semakin menyemarak....
Dan bukan mudah untuk aku menanggung rindu yang kupendam.... yang semakin mendalam...
Ya Rabb, sukar rasanya untuk aku menipu perasaan ini yang sebenarnya merasa kesepian....


princezzD remembered on 10:08 AM.
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Friday, January 09, 2009

Hanya Ingin Kau Tahu..... Repvblik

What i did last night was composing another poem out of the song, Hanya Ingin Kau Tahu.... I'm back to my old hobby of composing imaginative poems or stories....

One of my favourite song currently, with its rhythm and lyrics which I find so smooth and touching....

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Semakin lama hubungan ini kulalui,

Semakin perit kurasa luka dihati ini.....

Apakah aku yang bersalah kerna tidak memahami dirimu,

Atau kau yang tidah pernah mengerti hati ini.....

Semua impian dan anganku......

Kau ragut dengan perlahan....

Ku lelah dengan sikapmu....

Sampai bila kuharus bertahan.....

Masihkah ade cinta diantara kita.....

Atau ianya telah lama kau leraikan.....

Sesungguhnya kau tidah pernah tahu sedalam mana cinta ini.....

Betapa ku ingin sentiasa bersamamu hingga ke akhir nafas hidupku......


princezzD remembered on 7:59 AM.
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Thursday, January 01, 2009

*****another composition*****

andai kau tahu bertapa lukanya hati ini
tak mungkin kau akan melakukannya....
penyesalan bukanlah akhir persoalan
malah ia juga tidak wujud dalam kamus harianku.....

setiap detik nafasku diiringi dengan pelbagai persoalan....
persoalan yang kerap diulang tayang dimindaku....
aku ketandusan akal untuk mencari jalan penyelesaiannya....
aku lelah untuk terus mengharunginya......


i came out with this poetry while i was at Masjid Al-Iman waiting for my class to start last tuesday... it's been a long time since i compose one..... nothing personal, just another creativity that strike spontaneously.....


princezzD remembered on 11:47 AM.
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