Tuesday, June 06, 2006
CONGRATZ!!!!
Dats what i've been receiving it today..... Syukur i would say.... I PASSED MY DRIVING TEST!!
Had my last practice at 7am this morning and u noe wat, during my practice, naik curb 2 kali babe.
I was leaving my fate in the hands of my tester..... In the room, where i had to wait for my tester and route, fear was all over me... felt like i am going to burst into tears any time... i was so nervous.
and so the tester called out my name..... mcm terminator da.... with his big black shades, i would say... but he was a nice chap... he start off with, okay gerl, i will assist you..... the circuit is crowded now. my car stalled twice, my s-course was okay, parking pun no problemo, i think juz 5mins in the circuit, he told me, okay lets go out...... Perfect i would say....
Then suddenly when i was going straight, there is this idiotic, inconsiderate motorist who was on my right lane, suddenly wanted to make a left turn..... (hey, he didn't signalled, he was on the wrong lane), my tester horned and i applied e-break..... kena skrew aku atas bawah dgn si tester nie, u are not alert you noe, gerl.... and at that point of time i was telling myself, thats it, i'm gonna fail.... juz a short turn, he said, okay lets go back to admin.... me pun drive dah half-hearted, then at a traffic light, i applied my brake late, so, i was very close to the van infont of me.... kena lecture lagi..... u noe that u going to stop behind the van, why didnt u apply ur brake early.... alamak, so park the car, ikut dia, i was swearing at myself... how foolish could i be... inside the room, dia pet pot pet pot pet pot..... in the end, he said, okay you go now, go and watch ur security video, i was lyke, cepat2 bangun, said thank you, trus blah..... in case he changed his mind.... my hubby dah tunggu kat luar..... gi kat dia je, i passed him my test result, he say the PASSED being ticked, he kissed me...... apalagi NANGIS ah..... hahahahaha!!!
i got 18 points, whoa, ambik gambar for my driving licence pun muka tak senonoh.... apa taknya takde bedak takde blusher....
whatever it is, the most important is to have my licence......
princezzD remembered on 4:09 PM.
Monday, June 05, 2006
expression2
how do i express my feelings?
do i feel regret?
do i feel sad?
how was i supposed to react?
i no longer feels the luv that we had
the intimacy we used to have
are we drifting apart?
wats in yer mind?
wats in my mind?
no more compatibility we used to have
no more swit msgs
no more kisses
no more hugs, for me to misses
i longed for you
but i couldnt reach you
has it crossed yer mind
how much i missed you
u never showed and
u never cared
and so the luv was never fair
where are you my dear?
why are you leaving me here?
why the sudden change?
as it juz makes me feel alone...
maybe this luv will never last
like a fairytale, i used to blush
ur luv has changed... thou' u never showed
i was never in yer heart....
thou' i could be in yer mind
maybe u had never wanted to be wz me
maybe u are juz playing wz my feelings
how could you, if i dare to ask
knowing so well, how deep my luv was
for years i have been hiding my feelings for you
until u came, u never realised it was you
i wished i had never told you so...
so i could keep admiring you from afar
but now u've known
and i have never ask for returns
contented enuff that the luv grew in me
and forever it will alwayz be....
princezzD remembered on 11:24 AM.
expression!
u came back to my life, wen i least expected....
u live up my dreams which i've kept for years
the luv i had lights up again,
and it brightens up like a sun shines after the rain....
I still needs you.... and i still cares for you.
Oh, how i wished that u will remember thru'
the feelings i have, are forever pure
and only time will change that for sure....
I regretted for, hiding the feelings i had
and now, i wished i could turn time back
but fear has always been haunting me
For i'm unsure if u are ready to accept me...
But now you belongs to someone dear
and how i wished i could be her
Somehow u are sill close to my heart
and forever you will remain a part of my life.....
princezzD remembered on 11:15 AM.
