Saturday, June 30, 2007
fishing n flying a kite
yoohoo......
i spent my day today going to East Coast with hubby alone as he wanted to go fishing.... hubby left home first with our Hyundai Verna as FIL wanted to use it for a day trip to Gunung Ledang.... Hyundai Verna is our 2nd car which we rent it out to a company... n its been half a year aleady.... i left 10mins later, with my Rio and met hubby at in-laws place....
from there, had our lunch first at Changi V, bought the necessary baits and hubby got me a fishing rod.... from there, we proceed straight to East Coast... got a place under a tree, laid out our canvas, hubby prepared the necessary things, while i prepare doing my so-called 'thesis'...haha... i was doing my OB notes actually.... hubby left me alone while he enjoy his throw-ins.... i'm beginning to feel restless, and i saw this group of people surrounding an uncle who had been flying his kites... he's been there for almost 2hours, and i only realised by then that he sold those kites.... i sms hubby and told him my thoughts.... hubby bought me a butterfly and a dragonfly kites.... i was so ecstatic with it as its the FIRST time in my 27years that i flew kites... (since i was not given a chance to fish with my new fishing rod, as hubby borrowed my reels...i spent the time flying kites ) yes... and pls dun laugh at me.... i was so engrossed with it, when a foreigner photographer came and asked me, "can i take ur picture from the back" and of course i replied, "SURE".... hehe....
4hours at east coast was a time past fast... a military helicopter kept flying above us, and one hanged our national flag with it... yes, it's the last day of our national stadium... and planes was above us most of the time....
feeling extremely tired now... hmm, was thinking of continuing my OB notes, but well.....
(will upload the pics later k...)
princezzD remembered on 9:26 PM.
it's not that i never tell you before,
it's just that you never tried to listen
it's not that i never tried to explain,
it's just that you never bother to understand
princezzD remembered on 8:51 AM.
Monday, June 25, 2007
rahsia bulan dan kelahiran
Rahsia Bulan dan Kelahiran (The secrets of Your Birth Month)
OKTOBER * Suka berbual. (enjoys talking)
* Suka orang yang sayang padanya. (luvs the person who luvs her)
* Suka ambil jln tengah. (always takes short cut)
* Sangat menawan & sopan santun. (pleasant and courteous)
* Kecantikan luar & dalam. (inner and outer beauty)
* Tidak pandai berbohong & berpura-pura. (do not enjoy lying and pretends)
* Mudah rasa simpati, baik dan mementingkan kawan. (feels sympathy, kind and priority to friends)
* Sentiasa berkawan. (always in friendship)
* Hatinya mudah terusik tetapi merajuknya tak lama. (her heart is easily hurt, but doesnt stays long)
* Cepat marah. (quick tempered)
* Macam pentingkan diri sendiri. (seems like someone who thinks of oneself)
* Tidak menolong orang kecuali diminta. (will not help unless being asked for)
* Suka melihat dari perspektifnya sendiri. (likes to look at own's perception)
* Tidak suka terima pandangan orang lain. (dont' like to hear peoples' views)
* Emosi yang mudah terusik. (emotion that easily disturbs - sensitive lah)
* Suka berangan & pandai bercakap. (likes to daydream and a good speaker)
* Emosi yang kelam kabut. (a rush emotions)
* Daya firasat yang sangat kuat (terutamanya perempuan). (a very strong sense of guts feelings)
* Suka melancong, bidang sastera & seni. (like to travel, literature and
* Pengasih, penyayang & lemah lembut. (
* Romantik dalam percintaan. (a romantic person in luv)
* Mudah terusik hati & cemburu. (easily sensitive and jealous)
* Ambil berat tentang orang lain. (concern abt others)
* Suka kegiatan luar. (enjoy outdoor activities)
* orang yang adil. (a fair person)
* Boros & mudah dipengaruhi persekitaran. (spendthrift and easily influenced)
* Mudah patah semangat (easily give up)
source: http://www.darulnuman.com/mhikmah/bulan.html
princezzD remembered on 3:59 PM.
my results....
juz as i expected, i had to re-take my Human Resource paper. Managed to pass through Marketing.... and so the plan goes with siting 3 modules a week after another.. yup, had checked the re-exam date... what i'm feeling now?? damn sneezy... yalah... really, and while i'm typing this out, i'm sneezing my heart out too... i'm feeling okay actually thou' ya, a lil corner of my heart is cursing myself like crazy... the thoughts of an extra paper to sit for, is making me feels..... sick....
princezzD remembered on 3:36 PM.
i'm down with flu
taking a break from work today.... i woke up as usual in the morning, however, my heart is not looking at a direction of work.... felt REALLY terrible.... ya.... my flu... on top of the 'others'... my body is all tired, but i cant seems to bring myself to a nap... prob, bcos' my mind is working a lot despite of the brink intake of all tt i'm piggyback....
my results has yet to be shown... maybe noon....
k lah... i really dun hav the mood today....
still need to do a fren's order for the almond cookies.... been a week already, i still have yet to do it for her....
princezzD remembered on 10:02 AM.
Sunday, June 24, 2007
@ a cuzzin's wedding
i was indeed very relief the moment i submitted my project to Vincent....
before class began, he was going around the classroom, asking students of their exam notes... and i'm not missed.... he came to me and asked, "so.... u wanna show me ur exam notes?" and i was... "huh? sir, i was not around last last week... " and he was like, "dun't bluff...." with my very sure, pathetic look, i told him... "sir, really.... i was not here... and i didnt even know which topic u want us to write about...., but i'm sure to find out, and show it to u next week..." in my heart, i was lyke.. ya right, maz... u sure u gonna do it.... and so Vincent began to explain.... "i know i'm putting pressure on u.... but if u cant complete all three essays, its okay... so long as u attempt two..." and i was lyke... "ya..ya.. i understand"... and i quickly, stood up and goes to Many, to ask her of last week's assignment... and Vincent was eyeing on me... hehe....
really gotto work on my exam notes... been lagging too far already.... else, i'm gonna face the same prob as i've got with my HR... (i still have yet to know my results..) gerlfrens, pray for me ya... my results will be officially out tomorrow....
i spent my weekend at my hubby's cuzzin's wedding... i really enjoy the settings... purple, a wedding dias, complete with a stage.... basically, a wedding which most girls wanted....
i was with my lil princezz, admiring the wedding atmosphere, when a sudden sensitivity struck me... dun ask me why or what, i simply dont understand it too... ya, i know, i should be sharing my cuzzin's happiness... which i sincerely says i am, but there is this sense of feeling, how do i put it, solemn in me.... i was kindda telling myself, does all couples feels the happiness only at a point of wedding n honeymoon.... and then will face the ups n downs of marriage cycle.... or will there be a minority of those that will never face any difficulties at all... a smooth journey in their marriage...
okay... i'm not saying this bcos' i'm having probs with hubby... definitely i'm not.... hubby n i are still close as always... as many of my gerlfrens know, we often have split opinions, but we are still enjoying each other company.... prob at times, bcos of our own ego... things doesnt work on our side... hehe...
my nose is like a tap now... ya, running with a flu... gotto go, will upload the wedding pics, anytime soon... feels really nervous, cant wait for tomorrow to come by... for my results of course!!
princezzD remembered on 10:38 PM.
Friday, June 22, 2007
feeling terrible yet relief
finally the project is done... and safely submitted.... since its an effort made, i'm satisfied with the final reports... Affendy (giant) helped me out in proof-reading the communication report... he said it was a good read, whereas on office politics, i leave it to the lecturer to judge....
oh... the frienship poem below i had it loaded from http://mamafami.fotopages.com - its a blog full of recipes... the poem is an eye-catch...
was doing my school projects the whole day at work since yesterday.... and today, in the morning, i began to lose my confidence when i looked into the office politics report... it was until lunch, after a 15-mins nap i took, that i began to focus fully on it.... and the result.... (will only be known next week)look at the pics which i've taken from my N73ME
the sources....
the distressed look of the 'editor'
the negative pics of the reports
the confused, tired, stressed look of mine(pic was taken after the final session of the andam)kak yani seeked my help again to be her model in last session of andam (grooming) course... it was sweet of her to treat me to KFC before going for the session, and bought me a hello-kitty makeup bag, as a token of appreciation... i was extremely tired on that day, but becos i had promised her, i kept my words... and i'm lucky on that day, there was no grooming on hair... else, it'll be an extra time of half-an hour... and i went home by cab.....did mention in my previous blog regarding hubby's fren wedding in the temple... these are the uploads,
Dear PSB Academy,
why are you making my life so damn miserable.... others had already known their results, and yet me had to endure till prob Monday to see my HR results.... (thou' in my heart i knew, i had to re-take it)..... i had already settled the final bill what.... so why didnt u release the results to me.... i hate this feeling.... it simply makes me suffer.... while others had seen their HR results and only awaits for the Marketing ones, i had to endure to be able to see both at the same time... HAIZ.....
princezzD remembered on 5:32 PM.
aaarrrrggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
princezzD remembered on 11:35 AM.
Thursday, June 21, 2007
taking a short break from looking into my project report.... damn... my mind is preoccupied with lots n lots of things.... this is the first time, after a long time, i felt so depressed.... ya... DEPRESSED.... covered behind my smiles and laughters....
i wonder what is still lacking in me.... what was it tt i have yet to be able to bring happiness to a loved ones.... my temper has long been buried.... i've learnt to open myself up accepting things and looking things in a positive way.... cos' i believe, being optimistic will help brings out joy to oneself.... however, others looked at me in a different way.... assuming i'm a changed person...
is it wrong to pretend to be happy when at times u r not.... is it wrong to smile or laugh just to cover the heartache at times u r feeling.... i'm not selfish as to bring others to my unhappiness....
to a few probs tt i myself dun understand at times...
princezzD remembered on 7:04 PM.
Monday, June 18, 2007
been a very tiring weeks for me... tt was the reason why i hadnt been updating my blog....
i returned from my trip to Port Dickson on the 11th.... feeling extremely exhausted.... reason, i had to carry my lil 'kituk' 75% of the trip.... and its not a joke....
why not hubby? i simply dont understand it too.... but she juz doesnt want her dunlop ayah to carry her instead she prefer her skinny skeping mummy.... its her choice anyway....
was back to the office the next day afternoon, with lots n lots of invoices to be sent for approval.... after work meet up wz hubby and we went to watch Ocean11 @ cck cineplex....
the next 3days i was on course at IPAM... Financial Administration course, interesting i would say... and from course, instead of going home straight, i went back to my 2nd home tts my office... and again, chasing of vendors, clearing of invoices for payments.... made me stayed until 7 plus 8....... retrieving emails from my schoolmates for projects too was not a fun job for me....
i was thinking of exploring into other team prob the last projects.... i had enuff of leadership activities for me.... thou' a close buddy of mine always motivate me by saying, u gonna miss ur project once u r done... the fact is for this project, i'm 100% sure i'm not gonna miss it... the project which i really miss most, is my baby project, Marketing... it's damn tiring yet i luv it so much....
fri, had a lil shopping spree wz hubby before he joined my colleagues of MOE for a soccer game.... we bought kiddos their swimming costumes @ great world city as its near to where he gonna have his soccer.... Grange Rd, Teacher's Network.....
i drove my car from Grange Rd to Wdlands Causeway Point.... ignoring hubby's advice of heavy traffic along Orchard Rd, and guess what, i was honked twice.. for trying to overtake....hehe.... but fast n furious was all my law.... ha!! ha!!
what did we get at Causeway Point?? oh... mum had asked us to get a lil groceries and we hang out for awhile... surveying on hps.... look here n there n we proceed home after awhile...
having on and off cramps.... on top of terrible mosquito bites all over me....
sat, MOE family day @ Downtown East... brought both my sista-in laws... had a short fun @ WildWildWet... from there, we had our food at Pizza Hut at Tampines Mall... and i donno why, i could take 4pizzas... usually 2 is enuff... hubby bought himself a shirt @ Fonds... worth buying as its at 50% discount... got my England shirt at World Of Sport at a 24% discount... my shoes too.. which cost me less than 30bucks.... transit to my in-law place as the gerls wanted to get their clothes to overnight at my place... from there, we went to Causeway again.. this time to get my N73.....
HUBBY.... I LUV U FOR GETTING ME MY IDOL PHONE... i mean not only for getting me phone lah.. i still luv u even if u didnt get me one... juz tt the luv is a lil lesser compared to buying me the phone...ha!! ha!!
and elder princezz was like staring at mummy hinting why is always mummy given the upmost priority... haha....
sun, was home half of the day... until i got ready for hubby's Indian fren's wedding at a temple opp UE Square... interesting experience... and the food too was great....
so besties, u noe why i hadnt been updating my blog... time was really taken up... and today, when i'm home, need to work on the sch project due this friday.... arrrgghhh...
princezzD remembered on 3:52 PM.
Friday, June 08, 2007
a short poetry which 'hits' me spontaneously;mengapa kesunyian yang menyelubungi,mengapa rindu yang kurasai,mengapa dirimu yang kuingati,gusar hatiku kini bersendiri....oh dear, for my Sumi's sake, i need to translate it,
but it will sound funny lah....(fyi sweetheart, your dear friend her enjoys composing poetries ;-)
why does loneliness overcomes me,
why is the feeling of missing you that i felt,
why is it you that mingles in my mind,
and when i'm alone, my heart is not at ease...
princezzD remembered on 4:13 PM.
Thursday, June 07, 2007
Kasih Tak Kesampaian - Alleycats
dari bicaramu kurasa,
penuh nada dan irama,
lalu cahaya berubah kebiruan,
tersusun secantik haluan.
madah dan puisi digubah,
hanya buatmu yang terindah,
lalu sanggup aku hamparkan,
satu cinta, satu jiwa,
sedangkan ianya berbeza,
lantas hilang,erti sebuah keinginan,
saat aku bukan pilihan,
saat cintamu satu sandiwara,
cuma dusta,
puas ditangisi,
bila hati dilukai,
puas kau hancurkan segala impian kasih,
kini bagai kelemasan,
karam ditengah lautan,
sementara ku dihimpit oleh berjuta penyesalan.
puas ku mencari,
hakikat cinta yang suci,
puas ku menanti cerita gembira,
tapi kini segalanya,
bagiku hanyalah ,
kasih tak kesampaian.
i've been listening to this song donno how many times today....
i'm totally down too...
princezzD remembered on 5:31 PM.
at times, life's SUCKS.....
full of jigsaw puzzle which requires your patience....
princezzD remembered on 1:16 PM.
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
i am like a wandering soul today at work....
totally unfocused.... feels like something is missing....
was attempting my work review... lucky my RO is supportive...
tummy is really not feeling well... had proper lunch just now.. but it didnt help much...
princezzD remembered on 5:49 PM.
i am feeling extremely lethargic today....
feels like gonna have flu too... (oh pls, not now, i'm going for a holiday soon!!)
my eyes are half open too... not bcos i'm sleepy, but tired instead....
i dont seem to have any motivation to work today.... which i do not know why....
neither do i have bundles of work to be done... which i'm getting worried....
i have OB exam notes to be done... which is still pending... probably waiting for me to get on feet...
i have OB project to kick start too.... which i do not know when it'll happen....
my tummy is giving problems.... probably bcos' i hadnt fill it in wz proper food lately... (the last time i took rice, was last sunday... juz 3 feedings from hubby).... and note i only took a meal a day... and my term of meal is considered junk food...
i'm feeling faint too... it cud be the effect of the above....
why oh why.... am i feeling this way....
princezzD remembered on 8:28 AM.
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
i am all stressed up wz statistics....
i am all confused when attempting my questions...
formulas makes my calculation goes haywire...
OB project.... aarrgghh.. worst...!!! dateline is on 22nd June... and now still nothing....
i'm going crazy... dun tell me i got to bring my sources out to PD??? ahhhhh.....noooooo.....
princezzD remembered on 4:37 PM.
Sunday, June 03, 2007
finally, i managed to watch Pirates.... last night midnite show @ Tamp GV..... hubby n i was from a cuzzy's wedding.... as we were unable to attend it today, due to hubby working morning shift... as usual, i watched the show alone, as hubby fell asleep.... haiz.....
unsure what's the plan for today.... prob need to get a lil groceries. kiddos had to stay home, elder princezz seems to be not well again.... better let her have a good rest before our trip to PD next week...
hmm, back to work tomorrow... something need to be attend first, the moment i step in the office...
well, another week to go.... before i have some fun....
okay.... me got to seriously focus on me assignment... did one question yest, but i cant seem to focus.... formulas... arrrggghhh....
princezzD remembered on 12:13 PM.
Saturday, June 02, 2007
i am still over the moon.... all happy...
in class yest, chinta and i, was gigling nonsense... once in a while, we will tell each other, "u tak bleh ikut i maz...." (u can't follow me) haha... was discussing abt her hantaran, (wedding gift), she had asked me to help her out in 2 hantarans, a basket of plums, and a plate of my almond cookies wz strawberry dips.. sounds interesting right....fine... then we were talking abt the bridesmaid dress code... (i have the honour to be her bridesmaid in Aug)... black for dinner, prob red on Sunday... got to persuade hubby to buy me the materials... hehe... anyway, the costume can be used for Raya also wat... so, save a bit already... hahah...
i was added wz more surprise in class... the surprise was...... Vincent (our lecturer) requires us to produce our notes for exam by next week......... AAARRRRRGGGGHHHHH!!! lame as always, i shoot him a quest, "ah, Sir, are we suppose to submit?" stupid question right? but that's what OB is all about... communication...hahah... his answer "No, u don't need to submit, but those who did not do, are not allow to attend my class...." So, get the hint Maz?? do the notes and attend class, or don't attend class....
and not forgetting the PROJECT... damn... can a kind soul pls help me wz these?? i have sources wz me, but i do not know how to start on it... hehe... project is in an ESSAY form... gosh!!
okay... i'm off to Port Dickson next week... weee... and KL too... fun fun fun...!!! shop till u drop... hahah...
princezzD remembered on 11:31 AM.
I did an MBTI Personality Test, and this is my result:
Dominant Extraverted Intuition
Words, ideas and possibilities spew effortlessly from them. Words are their best friends. They dance around ideas, the more, the merrier. Imaginative, spontaneous, original and enthusiastic, they have a knack for seeing other possibilities, other dreams and options. The world is never as it is but as it could be, as if it were but an artists sketch begging for colour. They initiate change and often are prone to trespassing a few known boundaries to take themselves and others where no one has been before. The status quo tends to lack inspiration.
When inspired, they are fearless and tireless. Their energy will know no limits unless red tape takes over. Routine drags them down. Their faith in possibilities and belief in the benefit of change often inspire others to follow. They are challenging, ingenious and innovative. They will give their best to what appears to be an impossible challenge, a place unknown to man or beast.
They use metaphors, stories, images and analogies to make their point. They love theories and often shape their own. They see patterns emerging. Keen improvisers, they are rarely caught off guard, there is always something up their sleeve. The sky is the only limit.
They are sometimes entertainers, artists or otherwise engaged in public demonstrations that allow their ideas to bloom. Their greatest difficulty is not in initiating projects but in choosing among so many possibilities, setting realistic boundaries, establishing priorities and correctly assessing resources.
princezzD remembered on 11:25 AM.
the distressed look of the 'editor'
the negative pics of the reports
the confused, tired, stressed look of mine
