I was on leave the whole of last week..... to sit for 2 of my papers, Human Resource Management as well as Organizational Behaviour; on 2nd and 5th Dec respectively... and if these 2 papers cleared, i'll be getting my long-awaited diploma... "biar lambat asal dapat" ..... result will only be out mid of Feb next year...
It was getting more stressful when, I couldnt absorb what i've read the weeks before the exam, on top of that still enjoying my time with the TAP sistas on 28th Nov... hiakakaka....
I began to fully concentrate on my reading a day before my OB paper and imagine, having to put all theories into my brain cells within 24hrs is no joke.... Before going to Wdland library, i had to return my domestic helper to the agent as she was totally a no help to us... i could simply label her as LAZY.... and in the evening at 6pm, i picked up my new one..... continued my reading from home, and the next day, get ready to be in school by 1030am for a last minute absorbtion... note, exam is at 2pm....
Alhamdulillah, what i studied for that, majority was out... the only losses which i felt was not able to absorb more for OB... i'd probably be able to do better...
Same goes to HRM, Rin and I intend to continue our study for HRM after our OB exam... but we were really exhausted and finally decided to leave our school library before 7pm.... went home, relax, watch tv, read a lil and off to bed....
Wed, i was at the Wdland library as early as the door was yet to be opened. haha... gotta place to sit and waited for Rin.... she, on the other hand, was still disturbed by OB paper, hence concentration level decreases... Me, by 4pm, decided to stop and went for groceries shopping wz hubby.... The study continued on Thurs at the library again, and the urge to really clear HRM paper was very strong... We couldnt afford to fail this paper.... cos' another failure on this will lead to another re-module, and re-module would mean, paying around $400 plus and 1 thing we dread most, PROJECT....
Finally, Friday at 2pm, we got ready to sit for the paper... hmm, this time the paper was much simplified than my first attempt.... and majority of our classmates agreed.... Alhamdulillah, syukur pada Allah, i'm able to answer the questions that i'm most comfortable with... I totally focused on my writings, and at that point of time, i really squeezed my brain to let all the info out, and told myself, once this is done, i'm gonna give what i've studied back to the paper....
And yes indeed, the moment i left the examination room, i was unable to recall what i've learnt.... Till today, i've returned it all back to the questions.. haha...
Rin and I released our stressed out by going to Breeks and watched Quarantine... (and the latter give us more stressed....haha)..... the suspense caused us to freak out.... Rin screamed the loudest... hahaha...
Hopefully it'll be a new beginning in 2009 without having to look at another diploma modules..... AMIN...
