Thursday, June 21, 2007
taking a short break from looking into my project report.... damn... my mind is preoccupied with lots n lots of things.... this is the first time, after a long time, i felt so depressed.... ya... DEPRESSED.... covered behind my smiles and laughters....
i wonder what is still lacking in me.... what was it tt i have yet to be able to bring happiness to a loved ones.... my temper has long been buried.... i've learnt to open myself up accepting things and looking things in a positive way.... cos' i believe, being optimistic will help brings out joy to oneself.... however, others looked at me in a different way.... assuming i'm a changed person...
is it wrong to pretend to be happy when at times u r not.... is it wrong to smile or laugh just to cover the heartache at times u r feeling.... i'm not selfish as to bring others to my unhappiness....
to a few probs tt i myself dun understand at times...
princezzD remembered on 7:04 PM.
